Thursday, September 28, 2006


28th September 2006

the sad part is ... how much can the government do or enforce? everytime any officer who is a straightforward guy comes up to do the cleaning act. like khairnar.. the maatas and pitas in the country openly chide the government for being so "heartless" remember sonias comment to vilasbhai (deshmukh)? he was made to feel like a primary schoolteacher!

as long as the vote bank exists,., this will happen.... isnt it also unfair that in a hotel, the entire floor is demolished ... at the same time crashing the facade, the reputation,... because they can afford it... and had overlooked the permissions!

at the same time... if u have been living in a shanty for 4 years on a land thats not yours, on electricity tht u have stolon, on water that u broke the pipe to collect.... on rights that u have no right on..... u will be relocated to a "mhada" colony of u can prove ur wants.... also then u can resell that flat and build another jhopda and cary on the cycle.....

Its not the merit ... but the want that matters.... remids me of the scenarios from Ayn Rand's Atlas Shrugged which is still relevant today... we are moving in a similar dirction... it should be people who should revlt.... is india waiting for a John Galt? Hes not going to magically appear and solve all our problems... we have to do it on our own.... live... fight.... win.... survive all ny ourselves.......

anyone here wants to be a politician? I think only when we have ppl among us willing to be brave and enter politics will this nation improve... if we leave it to the half baked and corrupt and illiterate schmucks who run our country now... we will be doomed... we take 5 steps forward and 4 steps back!

there is no planning ... the re is no action.... in most cases first there is action... then planning... then reaction... then rejection./... look at waht is happening with our roads, drainage, etc.... all peole want is ACCOUNTABILITY!

This is just my 4 annas ....



Wednesday, September 27, 2006


Monday, September 25, 2006

Johnny Sokko and his Flying Robot

wow.. this is nostalgia in heavy dose... remember sokko? i used to love him!!!! hehehe


Sunday, September 24, 2006


This music video is all about mumbai and its NO FEAR attitude. Its about all those millions of Mumbaiites who take everything in their stride and cling on to hope and optimism to achieve their dreams which have brought them to this island city.

This music video has been made using a still camera. there is no involvement of any motion camera in the production of this video.The video is rich with images of citizens of mumbai from every walk of life.


Monday, September 18, 2006

"When I took the leap, I had faith that I would find a net,...
Instead I learned to fly.... "


Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Below is an excerpts of some message boards i wrte in o objectivism

my story of three words in persian.


Translation.. i made an idol (carved)
then i bowed before it (parastish)
and then i broke it(shikust)

this is life, and all about life,we make idols,philosophies. theories, bow before them and as it is said "familiarity breeds contempt" when we come to know that our idols have deficiencies, we abandone them.

u said - man creates idols.... the idols that are not created by man are the ones which are worshipped the most!
who is the man? god?
Ideals and Values are the inherent points in ones lives... only we ourselves compromise them... and we are justified if we believe its alright... again objectivism.... a whore who does her business in order to earn money and fend for her kids and who is totally at ease with herself is much better than a society woman who sleeps around with a hundred people to do favors and is all the tme worried about image so puts up a sham!


Sunday, September 03, 2006

Mechanical, Production, Electronics, Chemical some Computers and other useful books.

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Fatigue Testing - Analysis, Theory & Practice 4.89 MB

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Finite Element Method - Boundary Element Method - Course Notes 2003 0.80 MB

Fundamentals of Computational Fluid Dynamics 3.68 MB

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Fixed Grid Finite Element Analysis in Structural Design & Optimisation 0.22 MB

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Finte element using matlab 1.02 MB

Finite Element Method Volumes 1, 2, 3 54.93 MB

Finite Element Methods - Lectures 1.11 MB

Introduction to Fluid Mechanics 16.41 MB

Foundation of Fluid Mechanics 1.65 MB

Fluid MEchanics 25.08 MB

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Foundations of FLuid MEchanics 3.44 MB

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Inetrmediate Fluid Mechanics 33.96 MB

A Course in Fluid Emchanics with Vector Field Theory 1.17 MB

Encyclopedia of Forensic Sciences 36.91 MB

Controlling HVAC 0.57 MB

US Army Mechanical Design HVAC 0.14 MB

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HVAC Fundamentals Handbook 42.96 MB

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Fwd: Jeremy Spoke in Class Today


Firstly I would like to paste the lyrics of this song whose video I am JUST now checking out: Jeremy by Pearl Jam.

Jeremy : Pearl Jam

          Time: 5:19
          Vedder, Ament

At home drawing pictures of mountain tops with him on top.
Lemon yellow sun. Arms raised in a V.
And the dead lay in pools of maroon below.

Daddy didn't give attention, oh, to the fact that mommy didn't care.
King Jeremy the wicked, oh, ruled his world.
Jeremy spoke in class today. (x2)

Clearly how I remember picking on the boy.
Seemed a harmless little fuck. Ooh, but we unleashed a lion.
Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast.
How could I forget. And he hit me with a surprise left.
My jaw left hurting. Ooh, dropped wide open.
Just like the day, Oh, like the day I heard.

Daddy didn't give affection, no, and the boy was something mommy wouldn't wear.
King Jeremy the wicked, oh, ruled his world.
Jeremy spoke in class today. (x3)

Who? (x14)

I have tears in my eyes following the video. The degradation of a kid and reasons for the same are a heart-wrenching story that can only be felt and not told.

 Jeremy is based on the true story about a kid who shot himself in front of his class. The kids were always making fun of him, and his parents neglected him so, he decided to mess them up for life. He succeeded!!!

 What does life mean for a neglected, scorned, punished, maybe abused kid who is just beginning to live his life? He's lost interest even before he begins. Further he's antagonized and that it! A monster with no fear of NAYTHING is created. This is so much true in USA where the parents just let the kid be and don't even play a part in his growing up. How can a parent who produces a kid... BY THEIR OWN DEED... not play a part in nurturing him? Its a grave criminal act or the biggest sin there is!

 I can put myself into his place and picture this scenario:

Single kid. Parents NOT INTERESTED, alone at home all the time, no one to console his fears and teach him about his body and mind. No one to guide him on what's wrong and what's right... punishing him for the smallest of mistakes by welts on his back and being told WHAT TO DO and not WHY ever. Sees loose morals at home and resents his living sooner than later! Starts school and hates it... thinks his exterior projects this turmoil... doesn't want to mix with other kids and is made fun of the butt of all jokes there are!

 What does he do? He's got no mentor, no friend, even no parents so to speak!

 He's got the NET though!! TV and Music too! Violence enters his bloodstream. They say the idle mind is the devils work shop. That's absolutely true. Now to pick some adjectives from Jeremy:

 He'll start by killing small animals in his neighborhood for no reason other than it creates a small interest in him. The next-door-grandmas cats and dogs disappear! All this time there is a good chance that he is sexually abused by some family member… an uncle, aunty, neighbor or anybody for that matter. This small kid with repressed feelings in him … this kid who cannot understand himself is made to go through this torture of being "invaded"… by someone he thought he could trust. And he's shattered mentally, physically, emotionally……..

 Then he goes to school …. I recreate this from Jeremy:

In an affluent Suburbs

His classmates who made fun of him

His teacher who didn't stop them

His school who didn't support him

His parents who didn't know how to "parent" him

Jeremy spoke in class today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Made fun of



The fire

Oath and anthem

American flag wrapped


Unclean spirit enters




Affluent neighborhood

All dead


Real story

Jeremy spoke in class today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 I cant speak anymore!!!!!

 Note: I really don't know what led me to write this. It was a lot of stuff though. I read an articles about pedophiles and the church's involvement, I saw the Jeremy video… also I didn't research after I start to write so it was just pulp fiction writing from my heart……..





Today I was just skipping accross my old cd collection and managed to play something on a shuffle mode and lo.. this song came up.... I have vivid memories of this song
1) The video had cindy crawford in it and used to play on MTV when I was a schoolkid and I was in love with cindy
2) Have sang this song many a million times... obvious reasons :-(

Just felt like postingit... ALWAYS by Jon Bon Jovi.... has the pain and sentiments faced by a jilted lover and it gives a solace... but how many people can actually use the second chance? Is it worth it? Once bitten twice shy is the adage... which is absolutely true in this case.... to return is to invite a scenario of throwing the axe at ones own feet... before i go on and on.... heres it...

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

"and I know when I die, you'll be on my mind ........And I'll love you - Always"



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